I know you never meant to do, everything you put me through, it’s okay I forgive you. Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes, I’m trying to rid the poison from my mind.
Seven months ago today, I was leaving Future Music Festival in an ambulance, a drug addled mess. The following day was when I decided to stop everything for good, and I haven’t looked back since. Odd to think how much has changed the past 7 months and how much happier I am in the place I am now. Perspective.
Don’t believe I’ve felt more alone in my life than I do tonight.
I heard that you like the bad girls honey, is that...
I didn’t dodge all your bullets I just denied that they hit me so when my...– Flatsound
It’s days like today, where all I want to do is pull down the blinds and crawl into bed, that he makes me smile the most. So god damn uncontrollable. Skype dates will keep me relatively sane until next week.
Here’s what I’ve got, the reasons why our marriage might work: Because you wear...– Matthew Olzmann, Mountain Dew Commercial Disguised As A Love Poem
I can't sleep without your breathing and I can't...
“You promise you promise, that you’re done… but I can’t tell you from the drugs.” Tonight I came across this quote in my sisters diary from a few months back underneath a photo of her and I… I could barely hold myself together after she informed me it was about me. Talk about perspective.
Last night was a big, beautiful mess of valium, mysterious tequila cocktails, dance showdowns with my favorites and Katerina concealing the remnants of a broken toilet seat inside a pizza box. Mantra Legends will never know.
So very, very tired. Waking up tomorrow seems like such an absurd notion.
Let's follow the cops back home, and rob their...
"If life was a Disney movie, would you be my...
Oh my god, I just fell more in love, if that was even possible. Just be completely mine already.
It's always you, in my big dreams.
I just want tonight to be over.
I need to have you summon me like the moon above the gathered sea.– Leonard Cohen (via honeysighs)